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	2006.09.11 04.49 A very long post. Prolly covers it all but meh I'm not perfect.... Just got get some crap off my chest. Currently I am up at 4:00 in the morning. Just cant help but have shit running through my head from the day before but I have things running through my head for months in a row now. Some of them I cant help but feel I am responsible. The person I am, the things I do, and the things I don't do for myself and the people around me. I can't help but feel like a failure as a son, business partner, bf, and worker. Just like anyone thinks of themselves they can usually think they do a good job at things in life. I can't but feel like an utter failure in those things in my life. I feel like I'm just a log floating down the river ready to be chopped up. Latley I think most crap has turned to utter shit. First work of course. Another injury to myself bringing the total count to way more than AG ever wants from one person. I of course didn't attentionaly rip a muscle in forearm. I was working at a pace of about 104% for the avg of the prior two weeks before I got injured. Family is an obligation to help out. Family life gets tricky because you got the parents who give you life and ( not for me ) siblings on a daily basis. It is just me and my mom. Of course I always help out around the house but usually not to attentively. Then on top of it I help with the side business. It is just very grueeling work. Usually is a 12+day including packing everything up before we go and checking to see if everything is there then go on after we leave the house for the 12+ day. Not really working but 8 hours of that time but then I usually turn into a vegetable. When I get the please of doing school, work, then some auctions to sometimes making it a 70+ hr workweek. I guess some people do that and can actually survive doing it multiple times. Then there is the girlfriend. I should prolly say "girlfriend" to be more exact. What kind of person can't return your phone calls but says they still want to be with you. That would be my gem of a "girlfriend". Overerly obsessive about the time I spend with a certain person prolly because she is usually the only one around to hang out prolly vise versa during the middle of the day. I have been trying to work out it patiently been stood up over half a dozen times now. But again it is the person I am. Does hardworker apply to all catagories of life? Most likley not much or will be happening in the way of the lovelife. Or maybe its some karma I deserve all the above. It is funny how they say, "Hey at least you got something to be grateful, some people in this world wont ever have half the opportunity you do!" It's like you got to feed off others misery of others. Like nothing would cheer you up to thinking of a starving kid or someone who had their leg blown off. This is just my very long rant that helps when there is really no one around. Sorry if I haven't hung out much to people just havent felt like hanging to much latley. Mood: uncomfortable



	2005.12.05 09.47 Joey's not in WA anymore .... Just letting you all know that I am currently in California. I will be here until the morning of the 9th. I will be flying back that day and also flying out that day to Chicago. I am letting you all know this and if anyone wants any souvineir or anything let me know. I will be back on the night of the 12th from Chicago and my whole vacation. Time to go enjoy a little sunshine, peace! -joey Mood: enthralled



	2005.10.30 17.01 Joey's little halloween bash Hello to all my LJ buddies. I will be having a little halloween bash on halloween this year. This will be a nice little get together where you can dress up in costumes and drink mass quantities of alcohol. I will try and give everyone a call by tommorow to see if anyone if interested will come. I would just like to ask if people would bring a bottle of something of your favorite alchy would be a great contribution to the party. I am sorry for not trying to get this together any earlier but these things tend to happen on a day by day basis. Give Joey a call if you have any questions or need help with the wonderful world of alcohol. ALso if I per chance do not hear from you or see by then HAPPY HALLOWEEN!? Mood: ecstatic



	2005.04.29 09.17 Racing in the fast lane with a moped ... Well exactly half the quarter is over. Even though I still got many classes under my belt. I feel like I am going nowhere fast. I really feel like the world is rushing past me. Work is really constricting my ability to get my degree in a timley mannor done. Feels like I am getting left behind. This has been giving me the feeling of dispair. I think of myself as improving myself, but I am not feeling that right now. It certainly does not feel like I am accomplishing anything. I have all these "projects" and none of them are getting done. I got my obligations and for some reason I am doing the bare minimum. I do my thing and I will keep going forward. I will stay in school, work for AG, help my mom out, and whatever else. Just would be nice to get something done for a change. Mood: calm



	2005.04.27 07.12 Happy Birthday Jean! I would like to get everyones attention to make an annoucment. Even though it is in the headline of my post it is JEANS birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEAN!! She turns 21 today and not only does her insurance premiums go down ( lucky bitch ), but she can drink massive amounts of alcohol and puke all over someone that is not me. Mood: jubilant



	2005.04.08 09.53 Makes you think how something good can never last ... I was rummaging through the evolution forums when I found this thread with a link to an interesting website. Now if its true, false, or too some extent true I am not sure. This ( http://www.lifeaftertheoilcrash.net/ ) link has an outlook on our oil situation. This guy is just saying how we hit our oil peak right now between 2000 and right now. It's a little dire and bleak I think. I saw a special on tv a month or so ago on the same exact thing. It stated that we wont deplete our gas for another 100 years. It said that the cost will be significant high in 15-40 years. Last night EJ, Mario, and myself hit up the Muckleshoot casino. It wasn't to bad. Gotta run with more money personally and more time for drinking and gambling to have some fun. I came out pretty good though. I bet 25 bucks, which I got up too around 80 bucks. I still came out ahead with one extra dollar. We did all this after playing some rounds of magic the gathering. Ej and I were teaching Mario how to play. So if anyone wants to bring it ... cough cough SCOTT OR DAVID cough cough ... BRING IT!! Mood: contemplative



	2005.03.23 15.40 I be done and well edmucated!! This post is just to tell all you loyal fans of Joey that, yes, Joey has graduated high school finally! I will be getting my diploma from the Federal Way High School. The funny thing about getting my diploma is that they still told me I am the class of 02'. Mood: chipper



	2005.02.07 19.23 And life goes on .... I am almost to that point, were the mountain of rage is boiling up and about to blow up. I am just at the point at were I am saying, "Why bother?" I swear my supervisor has it in for me at work. She went a little to far today, without reason she docked me 30 mins of pay. When a full-timer did the same thing I did on the same day. I will get my 30 mins of pay back though. Of course I won't take that shit sitting down. I don't see why i have to struggle to even make 35 hours a work a week. I am working 6 days a week to barley make 37-39 hours. I have FUCKING had it. At this point I am first to go full-time. This will be probably for a while. At this point I am really considering getting another job. School is going. So far I have been keeping up with the work until lately. Just keep on going to class and do the work. Thankfully these are not that hard ot classes to take. I know every little bit helps and just right now I question where its all going. I know if I keep up with it ( which i will) that i will end up somewhere better than where I am. I have a window seat in my first class. Cant help to look outside and wish I was "Free." Free to enjoy the day for what it is instead of school and work for 8-10 hours a day. No worries. Once I destroy enough product at work I will start to prob feel better. I got to a good start today but I still don't feel like I inflicted enough damage. Until I break enough stuff or get thrown in jail and I need to call you for bail .... "I'll keep on trucking on!" Mood: enraged



	2005.01.30 05.49 Life as of January 30th 05' ..... Just got done watching The Girl Next Door. That movie just cracks me up. Only thing to do in these lonley mornings. There is also homework, but watching a movie is just more entertaining than writing about colonial America. Been downloading some albums and singles I have been wanting for a while. While doing that I am also ripping more albums to make one super huge giant library of music!! Went to Bellevue and Southcenter yesterday to find me a new belt and some new clothes. Since I have been losing a little wieght latley my old belt was a couple holes to big. So I got a Kennitch Cole belt and some new cologne. So this is a forewarning that in the next couple of months Joey should be smelling different. I also got a pair of pants at the Banana Republic. peace! Mood: awake



	2005.01.19 06.46 The spokesman for Joey Rossi says .... Not much been happening with me. The other day while at the seatac mall. I saw Steph working and she was busy ringing up people. I was gonna take a black a bra up to her and dangle it and say, "Just like ol times right Steph?" But I didn't have the patience to wait my turn for Steph (er her her). I should hang out with some peeps more. Sorry I haven't been keeping in touch with people. The main thing I do is work, sleep, school, and an occasional WoW. So just taking it day by day. Gotta take my dogs to the vet today to get some shoots and some advantage fun. At least comics come out today and Lindsey Lohan made another music video (masterbation material for all!). Mood: hopeful



	2004.12.09 20.17 See if you put monkeys in a class room long enough they can ... All I got to say is I passed all my classes from the fall 2004 quarter. Thank you and all my time is not devoted to video games. lit 225 76% 2.1 busn 133 90% 3.5 PE 100 somewhere above a 85% unsure at this point -joey5o Mood: accomplished



	2004.11.05 11.02 Joeys Life Entry date 1105.04 Well hello all! It is Joey Rossi ( Also known as Hoself or Joey5o if your the lucky person gun-downed) with a little wee update on his life. It sucks! Any questions? Ha Ha sike! Nothing much up with me right now. I have decided to further more my education and i will hopefully getting a high school diploma after next quarter of school. As of right now my class's ( LIT 225 American Ethnic Literature, BUSN 133 Personal Finance, and PE 100 Personal Health ) are going good. I am somehow passing them. Then there is work at AG. Still a bitch and most likely will always be a bitch. Especially when it is run by a bitch (well for four days at the week at least). Well yesterday they had engineers down in our section figuring out if our standard is fair or not. So we got this dumbass who couldn't pick standard that makes the standard and the rest from the union side. We will see if Joeys' hard earned 2 production points will stay on his record. Further on I cant wait to see how WoW is gonna turn out and Scott M. I need to come over and see it please call me so I can setup an appointment!! For I have ( yes Chris this is right) re-activated my FFXI account. I missed the game so much I re-activated. BUT if WoW amazes me. I will switch sides and play on the Blizzard side instead of SE side. So lets recap here with whats going on with Joey: -School 11 credits -Work mainly at AG ( roughly 35hrs/week ) but still does auctions and maybe Gamestop -Plays time consuming video games with guns, little Tarutaru, and body eating Ghouls -Also somehow maintains a g/f that loves him enough to let him touch her Well I am gonna give myself a pat on the back and get my ass offa running to work!! Mood: busy



	2004.10.09 09.15 All i have to just say is wow. I had the most vivid dream last night. I somehow dreamed of the one thing or tied for first ( that is with work) which is my mother. I have lived with my with just solely with my mom since I was 5 years old here in Washington. Back to the dream I had, which first started off as a montage of events how my mom pisses me off. Then it went to this situation where my mom pissed me off so bad i left her at the store we were at. When i got home i went moved out and i don't remember talking to her again and I came back and got my stuff somehow without her being there. Funny thing is I told her about how much she pisses me off after I had this dream and about the dream. I mean it felt so real i was pissed at her when i woke up. It never eludes me that she can piss me off so much even when I'm not even home for 15hours+ in the day. But don't get me wrong and all I love my mom but she pisses mom off almost as much as the management at AG does. Mood: moody



	2004.06.11 07.07 Happy Birthday The Dude!!! I will be comming over after my week of work will end and hopefully we will have a jolly ol time!!



	2004.06.04 09.19 The past 2 months rolled up into 3 paragraphs ...... What has been going on with the Mr. Rossi. Well right now I am wondering how I gonna complete the mind boggiling task of getting back into school while working. Right now I'm currently looking at the sheet for which requirments you need to get the AA degree. The classes that I have taken and the classes I need and I can say I see the glass 1/3 full. My plan is to register for one or two summer classes and take it from there. Well speaking of work it has been crazy since we got this headset system to do our orders. Since we have had the sets we need more guys to get the job done. Hence more hours. So I have been getting 6days of work a week averaging 50 hours a week right now. That is a lot of work, but somehow I'm losing wieght because of it. I cant even remember when i wieght this much. This is the progession of my wieght in the past o 4 or 5 five years ....maybe now I can get a girlfriend even though that sounds as pathetic as it does: 4-5 years ago wieght 280---->2 years ago wieght: 265----->1 month after starting at AG (August 03'): 240 ---> Now wieght: 225. The very last thing that has been going on with me besides the other to is my car. Soon i will have a boom boom in my vroom vroom. After I get it installed i will finally be able to hear my stereo going down the freeway with the windows rolled down.... and hopefully the drivers around me. And i want to apogolize for the people i antognized, made mad, or horrible ill to their stomach hearing me talk about the stereo or other equipment for me car. Mood: hopeful



	2004.05.01 08.08 Outsourcing can suck my big fat one!!! Yeah so i have been sitting here on my phone for over the past half an hour with sprint. They are such fucking idiots over there they cant seem to get my moms bill right. So im on the phone right now trying to fix it. I have been on the phone since about 7:40AM and right now its 8:10AM. Does Joey have to choke bitch? I mean its great an all they are sending jobs overseas but shit teach english 102 to them before you step them up to the plate and talk to me. Holy crap i just want to beat my brains out with my phone this elevator music is making me go into temporary insanity. Do you think if i said "Does Joey need to choke a bitch," to the lady on the phone if she would even know what im talking about? I mean she is over there in India and everything ( And if she isnt pray to her that i dont find out where she lives) would she even get it? Well im gonna sit here and see if i can get this fixed sometime this century. Man i really need to choke a bitch and play some cs and get some headshots with a scmidt scope rifle. -Joey5o [end/rant] Mood: enraged



	2004.04.08 13.38 Steph isnt the only one anymore ... So i was doing a couple of errands before work you know get gas, get mail, get a belt. So as i was just getting in my car after pumping gas at Costco my heart rate just shot threw the roof. So i was leaving the parking lot and it didnt stop and was making me feel dizzy. So i drove myself on over to St. Francis emergency room. So they checked me out right as i got in there then they took me immediately into a room. My heart rate was somewhere near 176-180+. So i get into one of those hospital gowns and they hook up stuff to my chest and ivy me. So then they tell me they are gonna put some medicine that will help slow my heart rate. They did so and it felt really weird like my organs shrunk and got cold. It only lasted for a couple minutes. So then after words they tell me i had gotten Supraventricular Tachycardia. Which wasnt a serious problem but in my case i needed the medicine to slow it down. Well thats that. Now i am gonna take Thursday and Friday off just to recuperate. Mood: groggy



	2004.03.12 09.02 Tired Joey Writes ...... Craziness. Thats all I got to say. Working so much I just fall asleep when I come home and wake up at 6 in the morning. So does anyone want to hang out from 7:00AM-10:00AM? So I'm apologizing to anyone who i said i would hang out or call after work because 30 minutes after I get home or get something to eat I'm dead to the world. Boy am I starting to hate being an order selector. Right now I'm trying to get out of into some mediocre office somewhere else in the company. Hopefully I can. So I can work mornings to mid afternoon and start hanging out again. Man I just really want to have some good clean fun right about now. So are we having a drunk saturday or what? Mood: working



	2003.12.05 10.05 LOOK IM THE DRUG EVERYBODY LOVES ... LOVE ME!!! You make people feel extremely good about themselves but they lack good judgement and should they spend too much time with you they tend to be hallucinating. People are motivated by you and become highly ambitious, however they tend to lose their appetite and get nauseasious from you. You make people restless and unable to sleep and sometimes they may become irritated and even aggressive around you. As sexy as you are, when someone spends too much time with you they get head aches and lose interest in sex with you. Find Out If You Were A Drug, What You Would Be! quiz by ravenritings



	2003.11.13 15.07 Ladys, don't put your picture on hot or not .com just come to me and i'll tell you if you're hot or not!



	2003.11.04 20.57 Check it out!



	2003.11.04 03.35 Oh my Back! Well i passed out at 9:30 after working 9 1/2 hours at work yesterday. then i got to start tossing and turning to find my back is killing me. So now that im up because the only thing that helps me is sitting in this chair. hopefully i can chill with people i didnt get because im passing out so early these past couple days. On another note i need to get a matress bed. My bed is driving my crazy! I just keep on waking up because of back pain on the waterbed. So scott i feel your pain maybe not as much but shizza manille (however you spell that chicks name). Mood: groggy



	2003.10.30 12.00 why fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, you're cool, fuck you im outta here. Mood: crappy



	2003.10.26 02.18 up, up, and away so friday night for me consisted of going to the deftones concert with chris and lisa. it was fun at first until the massive pit which chewed us up and spit us out within the first song. the show was good. it was my first time seeing deftones and only the second concert i have been too. so as the night proceeds i came home watched a episode of south park with metrosexuals and then went to leahs. which i was helping the many drunk people in need and perfoming my good duty of sober person driving people around. got home at about 6 am the next morning. Mood: tired



	2003.10.03 00.02 craz thursday and how it affected my life... so i make this journal after my hectic, crazy, insane, partly crappy day. so as usual i go work at the wonderful AG. Well my arm starts hurting real bad. well it happaned to be from the flu shot i got on wensday night. so i pick crappy and i have to make time up all day. so then trying to make the time up, my arm hurting, and some loads that just fit together made the begnining of the day just messed up. so then on top of working a full day at AG ihave to work an auction for my mom. well it was like an ordinary auction. when i stepped threw the door of the olympic fairmount formerly four seasons in seattle, i see a bunch of girls at the registration for the auction. im thinking so myself "at least there is some fly honeys at this auction." so then later on the night this bombshell blonde is walking near some of the auction items and near my area. now she is wearing some heavy duty hunting gear (auction was by some kind of duck hunting or something club). so then i ask her why she was wearing the getup. she responed with, "Oh. Im doing this thing for the live auction where they bid off my clothes." well i just go "REally?" Then she replys, "Yup. All the way down to my shirt and boxers." so im like hell yeah im watching this. so the night goes on a little more. then that time comes and i go into the ballroom. so then she goes down all the way too her bikini. then im like oh damn. look at that ass. damn she is fine. you know all the thoughts i can conjure about a fly honey. then the night gets better when the auctioneer was like ok now for bidding for the bikini top. a very very very BIG SMILE came on my face. well someone took it for 1350 bucks and she had things on her nipples but damn. DAMN!!! dude that made my day so much. she was so fine. that was the best auction ever. ladies you are so fine! P.S. i think someone told me that some of the chicks there were form ric's the stripper club .. well im sleeping a happy man tonight Mood: chipper

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